i juz simply cant get myself to sleep. blog-hopped. n came across this blog which i seldom patronize. saw wad she wrote. n suddenly "PAK!" into my heart. her words were so strong. n i realised. I AM EVIL.
but im glad she made me realised how much he means to me as well.
i didnt realise how much i broke his heart. i didnt realise how much he cares for me. i didnt realise how much i mean to him. i didnt realise how much ive hurt him.
im truly sorry jl.
i guess im juz too ignorant. i dun gif a damn to far too many things. i tink its FINALLY time for me to WAKE myself up.
i dare nt wish for u to forgive me. but. i hope u understand dat sumthings juz cant be forced. plz. dun hate me.