Jessica.
22.
Teacher.
Hello Kitty.
Manchester United.
Khekster.
My Kettle. <3

You can mail me at:
jessi_078@hotmail. com

many things happened to many of us these few daes.
i realli dont noe how i should express myself.

perhaps i juz hope u would understand dat i still treat u
as my very gud fren.
i didnt do dat to hurt u wadsoever,
its becoz i realli treasure our frenship
n therefore i wun wan a
project to ruin it all.

im nt sure if u get wad im trying to say,
but i juz hope u could realli see
where im coming from.

i juz wan u to noe dat
we will still be frenz like before.

9:18 PM ·

2.33am.
im in one of the naps classroom.
yea.
haha.
im starting to treat naps as my 2nd home.
though i broke my neck(shall elaborate on dat later)
but i still insist on coming back to
see those kids.
well.
this batch of kids werent better than the 1st batch,
but still adorable la.
coz this batch of kids frm my class
sort of hurt me a bit.
but it got better later in the afternoon.
ok shall tell u all abt my wonderful neck.
2 days ago my neck was alr abit nt right.
so when i came to report on the 1st dae of the 2nd wk,
i was complaining to my fellow frenz
how uneasy i felt.
so they came to help me out
by rubbing n stuffs.
though the condition of my neck got worse
but i was still v touched by their care n concern.
yup so aft dat
my neck hurt so much dat i called my dad for help
n he came to fetch me to bring me to the medical hall.
this is for real.
real life real experience.
first he applied this thick layer of yellow cream all over my neck.
den he used this stone thingy to rub n rub.
it was painful but i was able to take it.
den he used the essence bottle n lit the lighter
n ya.
kind of suck my skin.
not once, but many times.
it was so damn painful can.
dat was not all.
he used this i dunno wad u call it,
its like smth which u can place on ur skin
n juz twist it.
ya n i realli mean TWIST IT.
twist n leave it for 30 secs.
all over my neck.
hello.
its so painful la!
still, dat was nt the end.
without warning,
he used this hammer-like pokey thing
to pierce many parts of my neck!
oH MY GOD!
PIERCE LEI!
my blood juz flowed n flowed!
KAO.
it hurts so much la!
n my blood was literally BLACK.
n he said it was becoz of the blood clot n stuffs.
den he poked two needles at 2 ends of my neck
n let electricity flow thru.
hello.
its realli scary.
the worst came.
he lifted my head n tried to TWIST
my entire neck!
n guess wad.
even i couldnt believe this.
i fainted.
ya.
thx.
i fainted.
when i woke up i was lying on my mum.
i dunno y the hell i fainted
but perhaps i couldnt take all these pain all tgt.
so i went home to rest for the night.
but i realli wanted to go back.
but i noe my neck was so stiff i cant slp on the floor.
so next morn when i woke up
i chionged cab down to naps again.
realli upset dat i missed the first dae of the 2nd batch camp.
haiz.
well.
all fated to happen i guess.
but todae's condition was alot better than ytd.
at least i can move my head now.
but still nt as flexible as before.
it takes time to recover.
so juz bear wif it.
this camp is ending real soon.
which means sch is starting real soon too.
damn.
i didnt even get to slack at all.
first week of holi:
mon to fri- camp
sat to sun- work.
second week of holi:
mon to fri-camp
sat to sun- work.
OH MY GOD.
so no life can.
but i juz treat these 2 camps as a form of relaxation lor.
looking at those kids smile n laugh juz makes me
feel so happy n satisfied.
i guess im realli into teaching.
i'll strive to becum an outstanding teacher in future.
juz wait n see!
=)

2:34 AM ·

finally squeezed sum time to update here.
haiz.
life hasnt been too good fer me.
been so bz n stressed up
till i couldnt breathe.
got myself involved in this chinese cultural prog
(which is actually a camp meant for ngee ann PRI sch kids)
n its cuming real soon.
next mon.
its a 2 weeks camp,
mon to fri n mon to fri.
it juz eats up all my 2 weeks break time.
how great.

this 5 of us were slogging like dunno wad
not becoz of anything,
but becoz of the promise dat we made.

its been days since i last had a good slp.
ton-ed and slept really late for the past few days.
realli v miserable n tong ku.
its like the worst experience i had la.
having to stay awake when ure alr so blardy tired
wif so many things on hand waiting for u to do.
sumtimes i even feel im all alone by myself.
its realli nt smth i wan to experience.

ppl may tink we are stupid n foolish
to spend time on this proj
when we hav other sch assignments dat are far
more impt than this to do.
yes its true.
but i tink afterall its the learning experience dat counts.
though many a times
i tink we felt so pek cek doin those stuffs,
but having each other by our side
juz made us wan to press on.

i juz hope other facilitators can see the amt of effort
n time we spent on this proj
n to give us their support
by participating actively during the camp itself.
but i definitely do hav confidence in them ,
i believe they are a bunch of fun n great leaders.
especially bel, sy, jinli n all.
realli touched by the support
dat they are giving me.
they never fail to encourage me n
lending me their hands when i tumbled n fall.

special thanks to these 3 impt ppl:

thanks bel for giving me so much encouragement
n staying up dat day to keep me comoany even though
we were miles apart. thanks for accompanying me
to jp to buy the teaching materials which i neeeded.
im realli touched by ur sms:
" Dear Lord Father, i pray 4 my fren jess here tt as
she is feeling hardpressed on all sides wid e nv ending assg n
NAPS, you'll giv her rest n refresh her spirit in e morning.
May U give her e strength to handle everything n that
she'll feel more at peace den pek chek. In Jesus' name i pray.
Amen!"
thanks bel.
thanks for ur words.
it realli motivated me to complete my parts of the proj dat night.
billion thanks n
i luv u so much dear!

thanks sy.
thanks for opening up ur chalet room
for me to chiong my stuffs
n being dere for me when i need help most.
dat night when u were upset,
i was realli worried.
but i noe u didnt let us noe the reason
coz u didnt wan us to worry.
juz wan to let u noe dat
im so touched by ur never ending support.
whenever i faced probs or needed help,
u are always the first one to raise ur hand
to give me aid.
words realli cant express the gratitude i
hold for u but i hope u noe dat
i realli take u as my v v v gud fren.
i luv u more than i can say lao po!

thanks jinli.
thanks so much for coming to my place to
help me wif my teaching materials
n also goin wif me to jp to buy the materials which i needed.
i realli didnt expect u to be willing to stay overnight at my place.
i was totally speechless when u told me
u would be staying at my place
when u hav ain interview the next dae.
it was then dat i realised i do hold a place in ur heart.
thanks so much jinli,
though i always like to suan u n stuffs,
but trust me,
they are nt for real.
im so glad dat we talked over the phone for hours
dat night
n im glad i got to noe u so much better.
hope our frenship would last
n we'll be going to china tgt!
looking forward to it ya.
muacks.

sumtimes its the care n support dat pulls u up when u are down.
if my frenz werent ard for me,
i guess i wouldnt haf dat much spirit to press on.
so i feel im fortunate
n i got to understand the meaning behind 患难见真情。

though right now im still struggling btwn
this NAPS proj n my sch's assignments,
i believe its all worthwhile.
i'll hang on.

我相信大雨过后，一定能看见七彩的彩虹。

3:01 PM ·

Hey yo ppl!
i was deprived of internet once again.
but now..
my internet has survived again!
all becoz sy is sitting beside me now!
haha.
omg.
im supposed to be chionging this camp organizing thingy now
but im blogging.
feel so dui bu qi the rest of the organizing team.
haiz.
i better get to work le la.
oh btw.

PLZ TAKE THE TRUE FREN TEST AT MY PROFILE THERE YA?
tata~

1:38 AM ·