Pot <3 Kettle always.

finally squeezed sum time to update here.
haiz.
life hasnt been too good fer me.
been so bz n stressed up
till i couldnt breathe.
got myself involved in this chinese cultural prog
(which is actually a camp meant for ngee ann PRI sch kids)
n its cuming real soon.
next mon.
its a 2 weeks camp,
mon to fri n mon to fri.
it juz eats up all my 2 weeks break time.
how great.

this 5 of us were slogging like dunno wad
not becoz of anything,
but becoz of the promise dat we made.

its been days since i last had a good slp.
ton-ed and slept really late for the past few days.
realli v miserable n tong ku.
its like the worst experience i had la.
having to stay awake when ure alr so blardy tired
wif so many things on hand waiting for u to do.
sumtimes i even feel im all alone by myself.
its realli nt smth i wan to experience.

ppl may tink we are stupid n foolish
to spend time on this proj
when we hav other sch assignments dat are far
more impt than this to do.
yes its true.
but i tink afterall its the learning experience dat counts.
though many a times
i tink we felt so pek cek doin those stuffs,
but having each other by our side
juz made us wan to press on.

i juz hope other facilitators can see the amt of effort
n time we spent on this proj
n to give us their support
by participating actively during the camp itself.
but i definitely do hav confidence in them ,
i believe they are a bunch of fun n great leaders.
especially bel, sy, jinli n all.
realli touched by the support
dat they are giving me.
they never fail to encourage me n
lending me their hands when i tumbled n fall.

special thanks to these 3 impt ppl:

thanks bel for giving me so much encouragement
n staying up dat day to keep me comoany even though
we were miles apart. thanks for accompanying me
to jp to buy the teaching materials which i neeeded.
im realli touched by ur sms:
" Dear Lord Father, i pray 4 my fren jess here tt as
she is feeling hardpressed on all sides wid e nv ending assg n
NAPS, you'll giv her rest n refresh her spirit in e morning.
May U give her e strength to handle everything n that
she'll feel more at peace den pek chek. In Jesus' name i pray.
Amen!"
thanks bel.
thanks for ur words.
it realli motivated me to complete my parts of the proj dat night.
billion thanks n
i luv u so much dear!

thanks sy.
thanks for opening up ur chalet room
for me to chiong my stuffs
n being dere for me when i need help most.
dat night when u were upset,
i was realli worried.
but i noe u didnt let us noe the reason
coz u didnt wan us to worry.
juz wan to let u noe dat
im so touched by ur never ending support.
whenever i faced probs or needed help,
u are always the first one to raise ur hand
to give me aid.
words realli cant express the gratitude i
hold for u but i hope u noe dat
i realli take u as my v v v gud fren.
i luv u more than i can say lao po!

thanks jinli.
thanks so much for coming to my place to
help me wif my teaching materials
n also goin wif me to jp to buy the materials which i needed.
i realli didnt expect u to be willing to stay overnight at my place.
i was totally speechless when u told me
u would be staying at my place
when u hav ain interview the next dae.
it was then dat i realised i do hold a place in ur heart.
thanks so much jinli,
though i always like to suan u n stuffs,
but trust me,
they are nt for real.
im so glad dat we talked over the phone for hours
dat night
n im glad i got to noe u so much better.
hope our frenship would last
n we'll be going to china tgt!
looking forward to it ya.
muacks.

sumtimes its the care n support dat pulls u up when u are down.
if my frenz werent ard for me,
i guess i wouldnt haf dat much spirit to press on.
so i feel im fortunate
n i got to understand the meaning behind 患难见真情。

though right now im still struggling btwn
this NAPS proj n my sch's assignments,
i believe its all worthwhile.
i'll hang on.

我相信大雨过后，一定能看见七彩的彩虹。