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Jessica.
22.
Teacher.
Hello Kitty.
Manchester United.
Khekster.
My Kettle. <3

Sunday, September 24, 2006

the last thing youll ever want in life is to know the people you hold dear to are filled with nothing but lies and more lies.
its like finding out that the pair of legs youve been walking on dont exactly belong to you.
im tired of seeing all these conflicts slowly move themselves all around.
how big can this social circle actually get?
as much as id like to deceieve myself of the importance i have in all their lives,
i know im not in any position to state my rights,
but seriously.
i reckon you dont just lie to make everything to your own conveniences.
yes,
the truth hurts but it beats having to cook up a story and getting busted in the end.
if need be,
do some self-reflection people.
for now,
ill just pretend ive never heard anything at all where things enter from one ear and exits thru the other.
however much im missing all these people,
lies just have got to stop.
right here, right now.
or at least i could pretend it did.

doesnt kill to be honest, does it?

(this is the last time im ever gonna come here tonight.
this is the last time i will fall into a place that fails us all inside.)