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Jessica.
22.
Teacher.
Hello Kitty.
Manchester United.
Khekster.
My Kettle. <3

Sunday, September 03, 2006

wad a dae todae.
ive been staying at home being a gud gal for the past 2 daes.
didnt even step out of the hse.
supposed to go badminton todae.
but karmen couldnt go so i called it off.
then supposed to go out in the late afternoon.
but bel had sore eyes so called it off.
then late in the night supposed to go yaoyao's hse to stay overnight.
but meiting boarded 969 n the bus was all the way to yishun.
couldnt get off in the middle of the expressway.
so yup.
frm morning cancelled till night.
haha. funny lo.
so i was playing com the entire dae.
trust me.
its THE WHOLE DAE.
i haven switched off my com yet since dunno wad time.
n i was playing n playing.
POWER la.
my degree gonna get worse n WORSE.
alright.
the time now is 3.16am n i juz finished my game.
oh dear.
max asked if i wanted to know chris better.
omg.
karmen told him.
but seriously only find him a nice guy dats all la.
nonono further than dat i suppose.
met him only once for goodness.
yea.
dats all i haf to say.
i wan to go jog tmr morning.
but doubt i'll be able to wake up le lo.
haix.
wanted to slp early de.
but i guess my eyes juz got fixed on the com screen.
naughty me.
n even my stomach is being naughty like me too.
but nonono.
resist resist RESIST!
so fat alr n all i can tink of now is FOOD!
no way man.
i muz slim down be4 holidae ends.
so i muz kick the habit of being a night owl.
coz everitime i stay up late i tend to EAT.
haix.
y cant i juz lead a SLIM life?
eat as much as i wan n still be thin?
to me dats so IMPOSSIBLE.
life is always so unfair n i guess dats y its LIFE.
but i always feel fortunate to hav a bunch of siblings always standing by me.
n my lovely parents.
they luv me alot n i luv them a lot too.
we are the happiest family of 7 staying under one roof!
my dad n mum are always so sweet.....
my sisters n brothers are united as one...
n dat makes us an UNIQUE family!
sumtimes i ask myself "why am i the only one in this family to be down wif this illness?"
n when my temper gets realli bad,
i even questioned my mum abt it.
n blame god for being so unfair.
i stopped my nonsense when i saw tears in my mum's eyes.
then my heart broke.
i knew ive hurt my mum.
im sure she doesnt want it either.
everytime when she sees needles poking thru my arms
n when the blood gushes out,
tears would fill her eyes.
i know she cant bear to see me get hurt.
but to me dats all part of life.
after much tinking,
i realised i should stand up n be brave,
to face all the challengers n obstacles ahead of me,
beocz EVERY OBSTACLE IS A STEPPING STONE TO SUCCESS.

n i noe 我就是我。

自信心强的我。

最真实的我。