Pot <3 Kettle always.

my day started off pretty well.
met few ppl whom i realli would like to meet.
so i was all hyped up.
my day went smoothly till alfred's lesson
when i tot hes toking rubbish
n he doesnt make sense.
got me a lil pissed
n so i didnt wan to pay much attention to him.
den i saw nan nan.
omg.
im so =).
coz its nt chenying finally!
but...
after his lesson started i realised i dunno wad hes toking too.
wad zhe xue...wad wad...
so i ended up ignoring him as much i dont wish to.
den we started toking
n i was pretty affected by wad ive heard.
im so blardy angry wif dat fugly idiot
dat caused so much hurt to others.
can she juz stop her nonsense
n be a bit more considerate?
does she noe dat all her foolish actions
may cause hurt to others without
herself even realising it?
i juz cant understand y the hell
does god allow these kinda ppl to survive in this world.
it juz makes no sense to me sumhow.
is it v fun going ard hurting ppl?
i seriously dun tink so.
although im nt the one being hurt
but i feel for the one dats hurt.
ARGGHHHH!
i went home alone coz i wanna tink abt
all the confusions going ard bumping into each other in my head.
thought of so much during the looonggg trip home
n my head nearly BURST.
n now i believe dat if u gif urself too much pressure n stress
u get a headache.
coz dat headache lasted frm the train till now.
three-four hours of headache alr.
its making me CRAZY NW!
n noeing dat my head was in such a pain,
my mood n temper wldnt be dat great either.
n i juz flared up,
ended up quarelling wif my daddy n mummy.
WAD THE EFF!
i was so angry so fed up with everything
dat i took the big bar of chocolate frm fridge
n ate more than half of it within 15 mins.
ARRGGGHHH!!!
den i went online n saw huiying.
my dearest sec sch fren.
i miss her so much.
toked to her n tears juz welled up in my eyes.
i hav no idea y i get so emo
but i juz couldnt control the tears.
i miss my gud old sec 4 sch days.
the days spent wif her.
the days when we had higher chinese.
the days when we would eat tgt at food court
n slacked ard till it was half an hr late for higher chinese lesson.
opposite attracts.
dats v true.
shes so tall.
n im so short.
shes so blardy skinny underweight
n im so fat.
dats exactly how a pair should be.
i juz wanna be back wif her again.
the happy times we shared
and the tears we shed.
shes in nanyang jc
n she doesnt seem to do well.
she might retain.
was back into dat emo state again
n i tot of ryan.
so this i msged him asking hows his promos
n he was juz back home frm sch.
principal gave him a slashing.
he couldnt make it.
he needs to retain.
n he told me he was tinking of goin army.
n i stopped his tot.
persuaded him nt to enlist n eventually
he dropped the idea of army.
phew.
den he said he wanted to go private.
n i told him how the cert wouldnt
be dat recognised n
the $ is juz not worth it.
n he heeded my advice.
im glad he did.
so hes gonna repeat.
coz i realli treasure himAS as my fren alot.
i wan to see him get the bez of everything.
n i will never forget the beautiful memories he gave me
during secondary school daes.
im sry for once breaking ur heart.
i realli dont wish to.
trust me.
i realli dont.
but im glad we are still frenz now.
thanks for being such a great fren.
argh.
im still so pissed tinking of dat slut.
ASSHOLE!
EFFING SLUT!
JUZ STOP UR HAZARDOUS ACTS!
BE CONSIDERATE!

damn.
she spoilt my day.
rahhhsss.