Pot <3 Kettle always.

OMG.
been so long since i last had such a happening day.
ytd n todae was realli happening la.
i went to give tuition at 3pm n it ended pretty late.
i left only at 5pm plus coz i wanted to make sure my student was fully prepared for her compo exam the next dae.
then i went home to take a quick shower n changed.
met up wif meng coz he wanted to look at stussy clothes as usual at ps.
then by 8pm we met up wif meiting at tiong.
went to buy SHI LING's.
they bot the chicken whereas i bot sausage cheese crepe.
chengyao rushed down in a short while.
the guy serving at the counter was simply cute.
he was so nice.
argh.
juz cant forget how meiting n the rez made me so embarrassed.
then bel came to join us.
so we carried on our plan for the night.
it was quite late alr n meng's dad was kind enuf to bring us to yao's hse.
it was his "house-warming".
i even bot one big bottle of tiger beer.
so we got to yao's hse n watched scv n toked.
we can realli tok man.
chatted for real long n i drank my beer as we toked.
but was rather upset coz no one was accompanying me to drink.
meiting n bel slept for a while coz they had work the next early morning.
yao slept a while too.
meng didnt realli slp n i didnt even shut my eyes.
the beer wasnt making me feel gud i dunno y.
i used to enjoy drinking tiger so much but it was diff last night.
but still i forced myself to finish the entire bottle.
i didnt vomit though i felt like i would.
so at 7am+ we went to hawker.
mei n bel had their food taken away.
they left for work shortly.
meng, yao n i stayed on at the hawker to hav our breakfast.
i didnt realli wan to eat.
i wasnt feeling well.
but they persuaded me to try to eat at least a bit.
so i ordered fishball meepok noodles.
i had a few sips of the soup n i wanted to visit the loo.
so i tried to search for the toilet.
my mind was kinda in a blank state n i felt realli lousy.
but i managed to find my way to the toilet.
when i stepped in the toilet,
i couldnt realli hear anymore.
my vision was getting so blurred.
my head was spinning.
i felt as if my attack was coming again.
then this auntie was abt to leave the toilet when i grabbed her arms
n i juz fainted on her.
the next thing i knew was me sitting down wif an auntie behind me
wif her trying to rub oil all over my body.
but i couldnt open my eyes.
but i could hear wads goin on around me.
i knew there were lots of aunties n uncles surrounding me.
they were toking abt calling the ambulance etc.
i was so shocked!
of coz i wouldnt wan to land myself in the hospital.
after struggling for 10 mins or so,
i felt slightly better
n i heard this auntie saying dat my face was finally showing sum "colours".
i told them dat my frenz were in front of the roti prata stall
n sum of them went to look for meng n yao.
i felt so warmed n touched.
the aunties were realli showing such great care
though she doesnt even know who the hell i am.
i admire the love they posses
n im juz so grateful to them.
if nt for the aunties,
i prob would be lying on the toilet's ground
wif no one wanting to lend a helping hand.
im juz so touched.
then the auntie n yao held me to the private clinic nearby
while meng was taking our belongings rushing to join us.
n i whispered, " thank u auntie."
after she brought me to the clinic,
yao was doin the registeration.
n the auntie made sure i was alright n she left.
i cant really rmb how she looks like
coz my vision was blurred.
haix.
i realli wan to thank her so much so much for wad she had done for me.
im sure her life would be blessed.
then we headed back to yao's hse.
i took a shower n the guys even got ready the bed for me to sleep etc.
i felt guilty.
they were tired too.
but they gave me the bed to sleep on.
i felt so blessed as well having them as my frenz.
so i laid on the bed to take sum rest.
was realli touched when meng covered the blanket over me.
juz like wad my dad always does to me.
he's definitely my bez brudder.
not long after i was in my lala land.
had a dream but cant rmb wad was it.
woke up at 12pm+.
then we decided to go for lunch.
but yao wanted to withdraw money first.
so we went to posb n dat was when i took out my phone
n saw this weird number on my phone listed as missed calls.
since i had nth to do so i returned the call.
surprisingly it was frm BERRIES!
the tuition centre i went interview for!
she called to inform me dat i would be sent for teaching training
but the actual teaching would commence during jan.
but she wanted me to take up this job as their assistant or wad u call it.
dat means i'll assist them in the operation of the tuition centre la.
prolly to key in documents, pick up the call or stuffs like dat.
its gonna be $6 per hour n i only haf to work on weekends.
she definitely noes my schedule man.
on sat i'll work 8am to 6pm= $60.
on sun i'll work 10am to 3pm = $30.
so 2 daes i get $90.
pretty easy job isnt it?
so i agreed to take up this job
n she wanted me to start this weekend.
but this sat im taking part in a competition n
sun my gang n i are goin to ESCAPE !
i realli dun wanna ps them.
so i tot if they realli wan to employ me they would wait for me.
so i told them i would only start work next weekend
n true enuf, she said she would wait for me.
gosh.
i was over the moon.
at least smth gud did happen to me afterall.
then we went to another hawker.
coz i was so afraid of the previous hawker alr.
we ate dao xiao mian recommended by yao.
it was tasty n yao even paid for my meal.
he juz wouldnt accept my money.
so we ate n tok abt our future.
im sure the 3 of us would be successful in future.
im pretty sure of dat.
then meng n i took a bus to clementi interchange
while yao left for home.
we took diff bus back home.
i took 14 which would reach bedok interchange.
and man.
the journey was realli unbelievable.
one and a half hour later i was still in dat bus 14.
not yet reach bedok interchange.
but i did sleep la.
i was wearing my fav curly hairband btw.
i woke up wif the left side of my hair messy like hell.
but i didnt realise!!
oh god.
no wonder ppl who came up the double deck saw me as a freak.
i was so stupid nt to realise la!
n then i passed by this bus stop when i caught eye of the"17" on the signboard.
i happily alighted n tot for once i was being smart.
when i was about to alight standing at the platform in front of the door,
all eyes were on me.
when i alighted n started to fidget with my hair,
i realised in horror dat my hair was in such a great mess.
WAD THE HELL!
i muz hav messed it up when i slept on the bus juz now!
shucks.
but wadever.
no one in the bus knew me aniwae.
then i took 17 happily tinking i was getting home.
but...
this 17 reached BEDOK INTERCHANGE!
damn it!
W-H-Y!
i tot it would move on to my house?
F.
so i alighted .
the worst thing of all,
bus 17 went on to pick up passengers frm the interchange!
so dat means i shouldnt haf alighted frm the stupid bus!
but i didnt haf the courage to board the bus again.
its so DIU LIAN!
n i took 38 instead.
the trip was rather long too.
n i finally reached 201's bus stop.
but still,
i got to walk home frm there!
i almost laid flat on the floor the minute i stepped in my hse.
it was only then dat i realised my hse is still the warmest place of all.
n when i saw my mum,
i felt so guilty.
i shouldnt hav drink so much.
i even promised meng n yao dat i wouldnt drink beer again.
it landed me in so much trouble.
but i was glad i was back home.
ive made my parents worry for me when i didnt return home last night.
i was in deep shit wrong.
i simply luv my parents n adore my siblings.
i shared with them how terrified i was
when i tot my epileptic attack was back again.
n how excited i was to be able to work in the tuition centre.
i'll be sent for training for teaching as well.
the dates are 16,17,18,25 oct and 14 nov.
7pm -10pm for all 5 trainings.
hmm.
so i guess i'll be realli bz when sch reopens.
i gotta reschedule quite alot of stuffs
since our timetable has changed
n dat im working on weekends.
i still hav my student to teach.
sumhow im looking forward to being busy once again
coz ive had enuf of slacking at home n outside.
i juz wanna get on wif life n do the things i wan to do.
im not slogging coz im lack of money
or anything else.
i juz wan to do wad i wan while im still young.
i wan to expose myself to the surroundings n society
n see if teaching is wad i realli wan.
i juz pray for the bez
n i hope god can see the effort im putting in.

i wun ever let myself down again.

N-E-V-E-R.