Pot <3 Kettle always.

weehee.
FIRST DAY of school!
i sure enjoyed my first schooling dae.
it was fantastic.
so not stressful.
simply slacked our time away.
went to alumni to "waste off" our time
n we sure can crap alot huh.
n we camwhored too!
alot of the pics are in bel's n mei's cam.
cant wait for them to upload.
i cant wait to see!
aiya.
we are too zi lian dats y.
oh nono.
should be CONFIDENCE!
i believe this gang of us all hav self confidence!
haha.
well after sch went for early dinner at 5pm+.
den i went for my FIRST TEACHER TRAINING!
at somerset.
orchard emerald.
had such a great time dere.
we played games,
sang songs,
had ice breaking
and of coz the basic learning stuffs.
was surprised dat most of the teachers-to-be
are of average 30 yrs old.
dats only an average.
im the only 17.
next youngest is 21 alr.
only handful of twenty plus i guess.
the rez i believe are 30yrs n above.
not dat i despise them wadsoever.
jz couldnt imagine myself having them as my audience
for story telling.
n u noe u realli haf to exaggarate.
BIG actions n realli LOUD.
oh man.
im so gonna die tmr n the dae after.
wednesdae they are goin to video us individually while having story telling.
man.
dats gonna be so UGLY.
im sure i'll look clumsy n stupid.
but still,
i haf to conquer my fear n all.
coz i noe these are goin to benefit me in future.
working towards my goals n dreams u see.
haha.
anw daddy n mummy came to pick me up after my training.
ended at 10pm.
cant imagine having to take train n bus to go home.
i'll be so tired next dae in sch due to lack of slp.
so as usual
the thoughtful n forever cutey couple mummy n daddy
came to fetch me.
daddy even bought mummy n i
ICE CREAM!
so we ate happily in the car
while he had to drive.
oh.
sound so pathetic.
no la.
daddy noes i luv him alot.
so he wun mind.
n in the car he was like telling me how all these experience wld benefit me.
giving home tuition...
attending these teaching trainings...
working as admin in tuition centre...
teaching in a tuition centre..
blablabla.
ya n i was so happy wif myself.
coz these jobs didnt cum easy at all.
i strived so much for them
n i always believe in
"theres a will, theres a way"
becoz i feel dat if u wan to achieve smth,
u deifinitely haf the ability,
but it all depends on whether u are determined enuf
n whether u put in ur best effort.
same goes for clinching a deal.
i tried again n again sending so many assignments email to
tuition 101 n even though i faced rejections for sum assignments,
i didnt gif up.
my second sis juz gave up.
i wasnt at all pleased wif her attitude.
i juz kept trying.
checking my mails everidae to see if there are new assignments to take on.
n sending emails to them applying for these asssignments.
huang tian bu fu ku xin ren.
u reap wad u sow.
n dats how i got my first tuition assignment.
den came the newspaper ad.
saw it one morning n
i grabbed the chance immediately.
picked up the phone without hesitation n dialled.
n was asked to go down for interview.
within an hour i was ready for interview.
so i went to t mart wif heart beating so fast i felt
i was goin to die of heart attack.
found BERRIES tuition centre n went in.
when i first stepped in n surveyed the surrounding,
i saw how homely it was n i juz felt so comfortable.
so i told myself i MUST work in there.
n i gave my bez during the interview,
wrote my bez on the many many questions form,
n went thru the ORAL test.
literally oral test ok.
read out a passage n stuffs.
i was reading so loud the entire tuition centre was filled wif my voice.
i didnt scream
but whenever i want to put my msg across clearly,
my voice tends to BIRGHTEN up n naturally
the volume gets slightly louder.
i expressed myself the bez i could
n wasnt shy to kind of "act out" the characters using my voice.
i was pretty desperate for the job la.
so after the interview i was quite confident i wld be chosen.
but i was worried at the same time coz im competing wif
many well experienced teachers as well.
moreover im only 17.
would they employ us tinking we are youngsters
n treating this whole thing as a joke?
after several daes i wasnt called.
i was so disappointed n upset dat week
but didnt wan to show it.
mayb i simply dun wan my family n frens to
noe dat i actualli cared so much for this interview i went.
my family could sense it sumhow im sure
coz they were dearest to me.
my parents especially avoided this tuition topic
hoping nt to get me upset.
but one fine dae when i was wif meng n yao
i got a missed call
n it was BERRIES.
they got me to work as their admin staff for 2 months first
and when the sch starts after dec
i'll be their teacher then.
i was so elated!
its like my dream came true!
it juz tells me dat
i really reap wad i sow.
becoz ive never failed in anything
when i put in my best effort.
i mean i noe for myself when i realli gave it my bez or not.
after these long boring TOK ive been giving,
i only hope to let ppl noe dat
never look down on urself realli.
GOD BROUGHT U TO THIS WORLD FOR A REASON.
BECOZ HE NOES U WILL MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE.
so put in ur best effort in wadever u do
n strive for the best.

BELIEVE IN URSELF.....LIKE I ALWAYS BELIEVE IN U.

(wad de. I cant post the pretty pic I took wif mei mei todae. N also many other pics of my teaching training stuffs. N also wangyu’s souvenirs. SHIt MAN. Shall post it tmr. Its 12.55am n I haf to get up at 6am tmr. Guess its time for me to turn in. nitez.)