Jessica.
22.
Teacher.
Hello Kitty.
Manchester United.
Khekster.
My Kettle. <3

You can mail me at:
jessi_078@hotmail. com

* pic taken last fri wif BEL! the tiong gal.
todae was a pek cek dae actualli.
like wad bel said.
my vibe was juz different.
i could sense it too.
deres no particular reason y.
juz simply pek cek.
but i told myself i muz adjust my mood.
otherwise i would be spoiling others' too.
guess i did succeed.
after sch zhaizi, kar n i went to library.
booked a room Coolidge.
n we toked like hell.
hell topics.
realli cool.
only the 3 of us noe waddehell we toked today.
den chris popped in n
gave me such a shock.
i was like daydreaming
n he juz zoomed in without notice.
den bro called to tell me dat he
finished his jap test.
n omg.
he did like AD.
when he didnt even study
n was preparing to fail
n even pongteng at first.
could tell he was real happy abt it
n i feel glad for him too.
indeed my bro.
den daddy mummy n my younger siblings
came to fetch bro n me home.
bro was like thankyou thankyou when dad sent him home.
but im juz afraid dad n mum wld get wrong idea.
hope they wun.
hope they noe dat we are bros.
realli one of my bez bro ever.
treasure him alot.
im so vexed over my er jie recently.
our problems are like never ending.
never going to stop.
cant believe we used to be dat close
n now we are like enemies.
always quarelling over clothes n accesories.
i juz hate it man.
its either we share our stuffs
or else we juz stop touching each other's.
argh!
eff la!
ive had enuf of all these!

11:51 PM ·

enjoyed my dae todae.
spent most of my dae in national library.
wif a bunch of lovelies.

den we went for steamboat!
wif sy, bel, yao n bro.
bro came to join us when we were alr k.o-ed
coz he had to attend meeting.
but happy for him coz they finally finalized the proposal.
=)
n den we saw this disgusting ti ko pek uncle.
wif 2 philipines dat were dressed like u noe p********s.
KAO.
their actions were totally unbearable.
poor bro.
he realli cant tahan all these.
so we left hurriedly
nt forgetting to thank ah cong.
haha.
he's our new fren!
we ate until abt 12am.
power right?
den bel n yao went another way to catch their bus.
n so bro n sy tgt wif me went the other way.

and along the way we were chating so happily abt how smart s'pore's gov realli is coz every single building they built in bugis has a meaning n a reason behind it. damn funny la.

sy's bus stop was diff frm mine n bro's.
so bro n i walked to our bus stop n
HELL!
my number 12 bus juz left without me!
its the last bus!
argh.
so we walked back to sy's bus stop n i decided
to take the same bus as sy to bedok n den take cab.
while bro was luckier,
he caught his bus at the bus stop.
haiz.
another cabbie dae.
man.
this has got to stop.
reached home at 1+am.
been returning home real late recently.
i got to improve on this too.

lastly....

presenting u my hubby... TIMOTHY!

* im real glad i get to photo shoot for chs' slogans next week!

1:59 AM ·

I pray for the rain,
Dat will wash away my stains,
N my pain.

Yes, im insane.

8:10 PM ·

YOYO.
man.
todae is a camwhore dae.
took pics wif lots of ppl.
but didnt manage to take wif sum.
coz no time.
bel sick todae.
haix.
didnt take wif her.

ok first up....

we hav MIAO MIAO!!! she look so cute!

next....we hav YUN LIN!! i luv her!
n my LAO PO!!!! ( she has now becum so secretive. she enjoys hiding herself wif wangyu's cap.god noes y.)
n my soccer buddy! MAN U ROX!
n the most ugly ME! but heck la. coz its YAOYAO!
next up...contrast....GAO MEI! n i am AI MEI! (not vain la! its short girl!)
n den......YU CHIH! i simply luv her fish shop! YU ZHI JIA! but now under renovation. poor yuchih. sob. T.T
n ZHAIZI! she luvs touching me! my arms i mean.
next up! wei wei ...bu yao pa...ni shi hao wa wa! yea! its weiting!
lastly.......its WANGYU!!! he looks exceptionally cute ya?
oh u might wonder where's meimei.....

here she is!!

SLEEPING!!!!

6:54 PM ·

i'll stand by u.
dats wad frenship is all about.

12:55 AM ·

be careful wad u wish for.
coz sumone's watching over u all the time.
i can see u.
but u cant see me.
too bad.

2:19 AM ·

disappointments.
i trusted u so much more than
some of my frenz whom ive known for years.
n dats wad i see.
im juz so foolish.
foolish enuf to believe all uve said.

i hate myself for knowing so much abt u.
i hate myself for understanding u so well.
i hate myself for having so much trust in u.
i hate myself for believing every single word uve said.

but perhaps im wrong.
mayb afterall i dun understand u at all.
mayb i really dun.

12:33 AM ·

emo.
didnt really eat anything todae.
had beehoon early in morning dats all.
no appetite.
suddenly so many thoughts
flashing thru my mind.
made me so emotional.
so confused.
totally unbearable.
I HATE LIVING IN THIS EFFING WORLD!

12:20 AM ·

欺骗别人是种罪，
那欺骗自己也算是种罪吗？
有人说逃避是必不得已的，
但我却认为那是种最无聊的借口。
我们难道就不能安定的过日子吗？
何必搞到自己心神不定？
压力重重。
这是对自己的折磨呀！
我倒是觉得只要不给自己惹上一些不必要的麻烦，
日子会过得快乐、轻松一些，
不是吗？

11:16 PM ·

人往往身在福中不知福。

我终于在眼泪中明白，
有些人一旦错过就不再。

我会学着珍惜身边的人。
每一个人。

12:26 AM ·

wa.
we are so "hardworking".

woo.
reached home at 12.30am.
like when i haf lesson at 8am tmr?
n haf to get up 5.30am latest?
well.
went to vivo wif bel,yao n meimei.
we watched DEPARTED.
it was a great movie!
mayb diff ppl haf diff views on diff movies.
but i sorta enjoyed it alot
coz i was veri INTO the show.
as in engrossed.
i felt as if i was going thru
dat entire row of events myself.
so,
the $7 was well spent!
gonna catch DEATH NOTE real soon.
aft the movie we had to head for home.
had to rush to catch last train
so dat i can get home without hailing a cab.
den moo msged to ask if i was home.
n he said he has gt smth to ask me.
n,
he actualli forgot wad he wanted to ask!
omg.
nt again.
y does he always forgets wad he wans to ask????
realli dun get it man.
juz hope he rmbs sum dae la.
an empty dae for me todae.
real empty.
yea.
watching DEPARTED is the bez thing dat
happened to me todae.
ytd i didnt manage to update bloggie n livejournal.
coz i was so tired i couldnt open my eyes.
n i was so restless during leetongking's lesson todae.
arhg.
assignments starting to roll in again.
roll the drumsssss......

1:37 AM ·