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Monday, July 02, 2007
the time now is 2.47am
and here i am, BLOGGING. how great. i'll haf to get out of my bed at 6.45am tmr. god noes if i can wake up on time. but sumhow i jus haf to. coz i'll be having 2 tests tmr. argh shucks. i realli hate this. there're simply far too many things for me to study. furthermore, i dunno wad the heck global is toking abt. felt as if "the words know me but i dont noe them". this is so pek cek la. i hate to gif up. i dont believe in dat. coz i noe i alr haf the keys in my hands, its a matter of me wanting to unlock it or not. but hello. i cant even find the door now. how am i supposed to unlock it? Xin you yu er li bu zu. (correct right?) feel so helpless right now. if sumone juz cums n save me frm all these, no doubt i would be so madly in luv wif him now. but its always hard to accept the truth. deres NO ONE. nt a single soul at all. i dun mind anyone really. juz grant me this small lil wish pretty plz? i juz need sumbody. anyone will do. coz even my dearest small sis went over to my erjie's room to slp n tada. im left all alone in this room of mine. sry ppl. im definitely nt being desperate. perhaps juz this empty feeling inside me. haf been single for nearly 2 years ok. n i can forsee i'll carry on like this for next few years. pathetic can. oh well dun tok abt this anymore shall we? argh. conlan test tmr. contemporary language if u dunno wad it means. 20 ques half an hour. wad de. how am i supposed to finish it all? i need time to tink too! lets see. 30 mins divided by 20 ques. the average time u can spend on one ques is 1.5mins. notice dat i didnt minus off the time u need for "human reaction time" (learnt this in physics). as in when tcher says start. u need time to react to dat too right. den u need to write ur name. ur student number. den u need time to start ur engine. all the above takes time. so to be exact, the max time u haf is 25 mins. if u calculate again, u onlie haf 1.25 mins at most for one ques. *faint. im looking forward to teach in ngeeann pri's star programme! starting this friday! i wonder how big one class is. im starting to feel this strong connection wif naps alr. especially aft 2 weeks spent in naps n the warm welcome i recieved frm the tchers juz made me feel like returning to naps after my NIE training. alfred saw me the other dae in hms office n he called me looking so xcited. n later i found out dat the principal of naps specially wrote a letter to praise us for our effort n hardwork put in the camp. but wad made me realli touched was dat she actualli mentioned my name frequently in the letter n praised me for my enthusiasm shown in the camp! i could see alfred was realli proud of it n he was telling me abt how "powerful" a principal's letter can be. he said this letter would add alot of colours to my testi n would definitely be of great help to me in NIE. so most likely i would be posted to naps for attachment n even teach in there for 5 years. i dun mind seriously. bryan told me the chinese department in naps is nt dat bad. n god. i realli miss bryan. oh well, he's 28. im 18. 28-18=10 10= impossible. hope i get to see him every fri when i return to naps to teach. dats all i ask for. im seriously planning to go for the yep trip this sep. im realli keen on it. going to xiamen. but im facing a prob here. deres no one to go wif me. so its either i dun go or if not i shall go alone n make frens wif the other 27 unfamiliar faces. the latter sounds better. i noe my parents worry for me coz of my medical condition. but its smth i haf to live wif for the rez of my life. so im trying nt to let it affect my life u see. im sure anyone out dere would see me as a bubbly n full of crap girl instead of a weakling. yes dats wad i wan. i never wan ppl to see the ugly side of me. n i pray they will nv get to see it. omg. my xiamen trip. a very meaningful trip indeed. haiz. "should i stay or should i go?" time now is 3.37am. mayb i should catch sum slp? |
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