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Jessica.
22.
Teacher.
Hello Kitty.
Manchester United.
Khekster.
My Kettle. <3

Saturday, September 26, 2009

i thought i was crazy.
had this sudden urge to take a stroll in campus,
at freaking 2am.

so i grabbed my ipod, headphone n a Cleo magazine,
n set off for my nightwalk.

i didnt noe where i was supposed to go,
but sumhow i juz started walking towards Kettle's hall.
n in no time i found myself juz under his block.
stared at his window, pitch-black.

i knew he was out,
but i just felt like __________.
i dont know,
feel his presence maybe?

i roamed ard and was so lost.
i haf no idea wad to do.
so i sat at sumwhere near the carpark
n began flipping my magazine.

it didnt take me long to begin my walk again.
den he called to ask if i wanna join him n his frenz over at the ADM.
i didnt wan to disturb so i rejected his offer.
but deep in my heart,
i know i wan to see him badly.

perhaps my mind was so distracted,
i dropped my phone immediately aft we hung up.
n it dislocated itself.
it hurts to see my phone broke into 2 pieces.
i teared.

i was really upset but continued walking.
n i realised ive reached the ADM.
i admit i had a tinge of hope dat i would bump into him.

he called again saying he was concerned
but i assured him i was perfectly fine.
which to a certain extent was true
because i guess other than juz being slightly emo-ed,
i thought i was absolutely okay.

i felt bad abt not wanting to let him noe my location,
coz i was afraid he would look me up
when he should be spending time with his friends.

as much as i was dying to see him,
i kept telling myself i should not deprive him of his time wif friends.
n so i quickly left the ADM n sat at a busstop nearby.

dere came this truck loaded with Bangladeshhssss.
they passed by n RAAA-RAAA laughed laughed.

dat wasnt all.
as i continued walking back hall,
they drove past T-H-R-E-E more times.
driving slower n slower each time.

to be honest i was getting scared alr.
the last time when they drove past,
they actually stopped their truck beside me.

the kind of freaking noise they were making.
the unfamiliar language they were saying.
the evilish looks n eyes they were giving.

i panicked.

i seriously thank God when i saw myself at Hall 14.
i also thank this man who happened to walk past
coz the baddies "retreated" upon seeing him.

i hurried to my block,
sat at the carpark n literally heaved a sigh of relief.

afterwhich i went to the TV lounge to do some readings
n back to my hall again.
HOME SWEET HOME.

putting those Baddies aside,
i really love n enjoyed my nightwalk.

it was my first Jessica's Night.
a night just for me, myself n I.

Kettle,
i just want to say I'm Sorry.