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Saturday, September 30, 2006
ok peeps.
it took me ages to upload the many pics here.
coz i was bz blog hopping, chatting etc all at the same time.
trying to multi-task when i obviously cmi.
so first of all.
hooray to my bluetooth.
its finally working.
so i can upload the pics i took secretly while waiting to be interviewed.
here they go...
then i saw this shoe rack beside me..
can u see dat? Si wei & Qian Neng. yup. and there are many rooms in the tuition centre too. the atmosphere was gud and the surrounding was great. i juz hope i get to teach here. i wanted to take a couple more pics but oops! i was called for the interview alr....=(
ok back to todae! i went to EXPO wif nana! this looney tunes thingy was goin on and of coz UNCLE RINGO too!
Oooo...juz a random shot..
hmm...i wonder wad these aunties were looking at..
n so i took a peep. CHEY. sum ordinary bears trying to look like winnie the pooh.
n the HANG TEN shop was introducing DORAEMON!!!! my mummy's fav!!
And of coz...HELLO KITTY!! it was so beautiful..! haix. if only there were no ppl ard.
after the SINFUL kfc meal dat we ate, we even moved on to more SINFUL food. popcorns n lemon tea. goodness. theres no way im gonna slim down if this goes on. bless me.
wow. she seemed to be enjoying herself. all comfortable n ready set for the movie.
oh n i juz haf to blog abt this. we were supposed to sit at row C. but i was so blur n mesmerised by the shuai ges at row B dat i sat at row B as well. haha. jk la. shuai ges were true but den i didnt realise they were there n of coz wasnt mesmerised by them. den all of a sudden this mum n her 2 kids came n in n in a nt so nice tone asked me to get our butts off the seat.
it took me ages to upload the many pics here.
coz i was bz blog hopping, chatting etc all at the same time.
trying to multi-task when i obviously cmi.
so first of all.
hooray to my bluetooth.
its finally working.
so i can upload the pics i took secretly while waiting to be interviewed.
here they go...
i waited patiently infront of the counter...surveying the surrounding..
then i saw this shoe rack beside me..
can u see dat? Si wei & Qian Neng. yup. and there are many rooms in the tuition centre too. the atmosphere was gud and the surrounding was great. i juz hope i get to teach here. i wanted to take a couple more pics but oops! i was called for the interview alr....=(
ok back to todae! i went to EXPO wif nana! this looney tunes thingy was goin on and of coz UNCLE RINGO too!
Oooo...juz a random shot..
hmm...i wonder wad these aunties were looking at..
n so i took a peep. CHEY. sum ordinary bears trying to look like winnie the pooh.
n the HANG TEN shop was introducing DORAEMON!!!! my mummy's fav!!
And of coz...HELLO KITTY!! it was so beautiful..! haix. if only there were no ppl ard. i could haf carried dat huge hellokitty back home.
nana decided to do this colouring thing. the aunties was preparing fore her...
look at her. shes so impatient. i bet she cant wait to start colouring.
yipee..wow. shes taking it so seriously.
a show of the half-done FROGGY.
n the FINAL PRODUCT! not yet "baked" btw. KUDOS!
oh man. i realli wan to join in the fun at esplanade. KITTY is performing! how could i miss it?
i was pretty bored. n decided to leave. n be4 we left i took a pic of the huge air balloon! oh man. so guilty. i realli need to take gud care of my eyes. cant afford to lose them.
then we head down to tm n cs! cnt believe cs actualli haf such game.
we decided to catch a movie.wanted to watch john tucker muz die. n i saw the timing 00:35. n i tot it was 8.35pm. so i went to queue n i met BELINDA wif her bf i suppose. shes so pretty in person compared to on tv! her bf was juz beside me when i was abt to purchase the tix. den the stupid ticket booth guy said so loudly," OH! so u wan to catch the 12:35 am one ar?" so i was shocked! "huh? midnight show ar?? OHHHHH....sorry sorry..." DIAO.... god damn paiseh can. her bf was staring at me all the while looking amazed. F. i had enuf of this.
after the horrifying experience i left TM n decided to watch at CS instead. n we watched STAY ALIVE. man. it was ABSOLUTELY EXCITING! its abt this game "stay alive" which they played dat turned into reality. i realli recommend u guys to catch it if u're free. a movie not to be missed.
after the SINFUL kfc meal dat we ate, we even moved on to more SINFUL food. popcorns n lemon tea. goodness. theres no way im gonna slim down if this goes on. bless me.
wow. she seemed to be enjoying herself. all comfortable n ready set for the movie.
oh n i juz haf to blog abt this. we were supposed to sit at row C. but i was so blur n mesmerised by the shuai ges at row B dat i sat at row B as well. haha. jk la. shuai ges were true but den i didnt realise they were there n of coz wasnt mesmerised by them. den all of a sudden this mum n her 2 kids came n in n in a nt so nice tone asked me to get our butts off the seat.
to save ourselves frm more embarrassment, we hurriedly changed our seat. omg. i cant imagine getting so diu lian infront of those shuaiges. argh shucks.
but well dat was over. i decided to forget abt dat n juz watch my movie peacefully.
but sumhow i couldnt watch in peace.
the STUPID MONSTER girl behind me juz wouldnt stop kicking the back of my seat!!!
i wanted so much to scream at her but then again i wan to BAO CHI XING XIANG.
so wad to do? i beared wif it. n luckily it stopped after a while.
HOLY SHIT! no more than 10 mins later the monster was kicking my seat again! n especially when the movie was on its way to the climax!
n i tot of the $9.50 x2 i paid for this movie! i juz couldnt stand it any longer! i had to do wad a human being wif the right mind wld do.
i half-stood up (afraid of blocking the view of others) n turned my head slowly to look at juz wad she was trying to do wif my eyes wide open. (i suggest u picture me doin dat n u wld noe wad i mean)
n i saw the monster wif ultra short legs trying to reach the back of my seat as if it wld win her big money. wad de hell.
n den my jiang yi qi sister juz shouted frm her seat, "can u stop kicking the chair?"
THRICE.
so it goes like this,"can u stop kicking the chair?can u stop kicking the chair?can u stop kicking the chair?!!"
yes. continuosly.
so with the combined forces of me n nana, the monster's mum finally opened the GOLDEN MOUTH of hers, " Girl, dont kick the chair. "
And so.
ONCE AGAIN. THE DAY WAS SAVED BY THE MIGHTY KHEK-S!
*eh. applause plz.
Friday, September 29, 2006
y is everyone busy with their lives?
y issit dat i seem to be lagging behind by a great margin.
i juz feel so lousy.
i am seriously in need of a shoulder.
a shoulder i feel comfortable leaning on.
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land.
When you can no more hold me by the hand..
Thursday, September 28, 2006
wad a happening dae todae aft my 100 hrs at home for past few daes!
kicked start my dae with an interview.
BERRIES tuition center.
yupyup.
im applying for a part time tuition teacher.
but this time its diff.
im gonna teach in a tuition center.
so if im selected i'll be holding 2 jobs.
gosh.
i wonder y am i doin all these?
do i realli need so much money?
nah.
i juz wanna gain sum experience first before i decide to join teaching track or not.
but i tink most prolly i wun gif up this dream of mine.
being able to educate others is a pleasure n an honour.
well
shant tok so much.
shall let u guys see sum pics i took secretly while waiting for the interview.
(SHIT man. wads wrong wif my bluetooth? shall upload the pics when it recovers.)
ok aniwae,
after the interview i was so excited.
coz im gonna catch a movie.
all by myself.
heehee.
im so proud of it!
mayb sum of u might find it stupid or "no big deal",
but its an achievement for me.
so i took a bus to tm n to the 4th level!
wanted to walk in the cinema but sumhow i juz didnt hav enuf courage to buy a tix.
"wad will the ppl at the ticket booth tink?"
"will they tink dat im a loner wif no frenz?"
"or im a ferocious creature dat eats up all my frenz?"
omg.
it juz doesnt feel right to catch a movie alone.
so before ive gathered enuf courage to take my first tstep,
i went ard to shop.
n guess wad?
i got myself sam lee's album!
the new version cd + dvd!
shall upload the pic another time.
so aft i bot the album i was pretty happy
and i stepped into the cinema unknowingly.
n before i realised it i was alr standing right infront of the ticket booth.
so do i haf a choice?
obviously not.
n the guy was like asking, "ONE ticket????"
n mind u.
he was speaking so loud,
the rest of the staffs in the ticket booth looked at me.
n gave me kinda AMAZING WOW look.
god damn u.
idiotic creature.
do u haf a problem?
cant i watch a movie alone?
cant i appreciate a movie by myself?
does it cause u any inconvenience huh?
i was seriously pissed.
n i dashed out of the cinema as fast as my feet could take me.
soon aft i ended up in the basement NTUC.
n got myself a pack of TOMATO twisties!
ive been searching it for god noes how long n there it was staring at me.
i grabbed it without a tot n paid at the counter.
n nt long aft i was on my way to the cinema.
n "how am i goin to avoid the ticket booth?" was constantly on my mind.
i juz hate to face those ticket booth guys again.
i swore i could haf them buried at dat moment.
i was walking in such pace ppl would tink im running late for my movie.
plz.
i was juz trying to save myself from MORE embarrassment.
i finally landed myself in dat comfy seat.
the 2 girls along my row were looking at me too.
honestly if i was wif a couple of frens catching a movie,
n this gal walks in by herself n sat at one pathetic corner,
i would tink dat no one wans to make fren wif her n
she has no company at all.
but well.
i couldnt care.
i juz made myself felt comfortable n relax
n i took out my TOMATO twisties n was munching away.
i bet i sure looked fugly eating all these junk food.
but no one noes me anyway.
oh wait.
did i mention wad i was watching?
look at me...
was so busy complaining dat i didnt even mention the movie i watched.
i watched DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
may be quite an "outdated" movie alr
but the time slot was juz right.
but anyway it was GREAT!
i sort of enjoyed it more than THE BANQUET!
i tink i still prefer "ang mors" movies.
wahaha.
but all i wanna say is..
its FAB watching movie alone.
i mean its a whole new experience for me n i LUV IT!
emo-ing has becum my habit n also HOBBY...
i juz hope i can pass the interview la..
den i get a new experience again.
woohoo!!
im opening myself to the OUTSIDE WORLD!
i wanna try wad others havent try before!
especially while im still YOUNG!
n i possess more energy than those adults!
HUR HUR HAA HEE!!!
kicked start my dae with an interview.
BERRIES tuition center.
yupyup.
im applying for a part time tuition teacher.
but this time its diff.
im gonna teach in a tuition center.
so if im selected i'll be holding 2 jobs.
gosh.
i wonder y am i doin all these?
do i realli need so much money?
nah.
i juz wanna gain sum experience first before i decide to join teaching track or not.
but i tink most prolly i wun gif up this dream of mine.
being able to educate others is a pleasure n an honour.
well
shant tok so much.
shall let u guys see sum pics i took secretly while waiting for the interview.
(SHIT man. wads wrong wif my bluetooth? shall upload the pics when it recovers.)
ok aniwae,
after the interview i was so excited.
coz im gonna catch a movie.
all by myself.
heehee.
im so proud of it!
mayb sum of u might find it stupid or "no big deal",
but its an achievement for me.
so i took a bus to tm n to the 4th level!
wanted to walk in the cinema but sumhow i juz didnt hav enuf courage to buy a tix.
"wad will the ppl at the ticket booth tink?"
"will they tink dat im a loner wif no frenz?"
"or im a ferocious creature dat eats up all my frenz?"
omg.
it juz doesnt feel right to catch a movie alone.
so before ive gathered enuf courage to take my first tstep,
i went ard to shop.
n guess wad?
i got myself sam lee's album!
the new version cd + dvd!
shall upload the pic another time.
so aft i bot the album i was pretty happy
and i stepped into the cinema unknowingly.
n before i realised it i was alr standing right infront of the ticket booth.
so do i haf a choice?
obviously not.
n the guy was like asking, "ONE ticket????"
n mind u.
he was speaking so loud,
the rest of the staffs in the ticket booth looked at me.
n gave me kinda AMAZING WOW look.
god damn u.
idiotic creature.
do u haf a problem?
cant i watch a movie alone?
cant i appreciate a movie by myself?
does it cause u any inconvenience huh?
i was seriously pissed.
n i dashed out of the cinema as fast as my feet could take me.
soon aft i ended up in the basement NTUC.
n got myself a pack of TOMATO twisties!
ive been searching it for god noes how long n there it was staring at me.
i grabbed it without a tot n paid at the counter.
n nt long aft i was on my way to the cinema.
n "how am i goin to avoid the ticket booth?" was constantly on my mind.
i juz hate to face those ticket booth guys again.
i swore i could haf them buried at dat moment.
i was walking in such pace ppl would tink im running late for my movie.
plz.
i was juz trying to save myself from MORE embarrassment.
i finally landed myself in dat comfy seat.
the 2 girls along my row were looking at me too.
honestly if i was wif a couple of frens catching a movie,
n this gal walks in by herself n sat at one pathetic corner,
i would tink dat no one wans to make fren wif her n
she has no company at all.
but well.
i couldnt care.
i juz made myself felt comfortable n relax
n i took out my TOMATO twisties n was munching away.
i bet i sure looked fugly eating all these junk food.
but no one noes me anyway.
oh wait.
did i mention wad i was watching?
look at me...
was so busy complaining dat i didnt even mention the movie i watched.
i watched DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
may be quite an "outdated" movie alr
but the time slot was juz right.
but anyway it was GREAT!
i sort of enjoyed it more than THE BANQUET!
i tink i still prefer "ang mors" movies.
wahaha.
but all i wanna say is..
its FAB watching movie alone.
i mean its a whole new experience for me n i LUV IT!
emo-ing has becum my habit n also HOBBY...
i juz hope i can pass the interview la..
den i get a new experience again.
woohoo!!
im opening myself to the OUTSIDE WORLD!
i wanna try wad others havent try before!
especially while im still YOUNG!
n i possess more energy than those adults!
HUR HUR HAA HEE!!!
yea ppl.
thanks to all those dat has been so concerned abt me.
im alright seriously.
prolly juz a bit of emo-ness here n there.
n simply too many thoughts running thru my mind all the time.
which got me a lil depressed.
but nt to the extent of depression yet.
though ive been cooping myself in the hse for more than 96 hrs alr.
wad an experience.
every now n then
i juz haf the urge to leave my room
walk out of the door
n wonder myself along the streets.
leaving myself to ponder on alot of things
n also nt forgetting to do sum necessary self-reflection.
its gud u noe.
it certainly helps.
prolly i'll do dat tmr.
n also i haven gt the time to try catching a movie alone in the past.
perhaps i shall do dat tmr too.
but its kinda weird n...
i juz dunno how to describe the kind of feeling im having now.
shall see how it goes tmr.
wad if i get emo again
n coop myself up again?
heaven knows.
thanks to all those dat has been so concerned abt me.
im alright seriously.
prolly juz a bit of emo-ness here n there.
n simply too many thoughts running thru my mind all the time.
which got me a lil depressed.
but nt to the extent of depression yet.
though ive been cooping myself in the hse for more than 96 hrs alr.
wad an experience.
every now n then
i juz haf the urge to leave my room
walk out of the door
n wonder myself along the streets.
leaving myself to ponder on alot of things
n also nt forgetting to do sum necessary self-reflection.
its gud u noe.
it certainly helps.
prolly i'll do dat tmr.
n also i haven gt the time to try catching a movie alone in the past.
perhaps i shall do dat tmr too.
but its kinda weird n...
i juz dunno how to describe the kind of feeling im having now.
shall see how it goes tmr.
wad if i get emo again
n coop myself up again?
heaven knows.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
wee hee!
im so HAPPY!
we are finally msging each other again aft so long.
hes so worried he'll retain.
but im sure he wont.
hav faith in urself, ryan.
like i always hav faith in u! =)
Love is magic.
The more we hide it,
the more it shows;
the more you suppress it,
the more it grows.
im so HAPPY!
we are finally msging each other again aft so long.
hes so worried he'll retain.
but im sure he wont.
hav faith in urself, ryan.
like i always hav faith in u! =)
Love is magic.
The more we hide it,
the more it shows;
the more you suppress it,
the more it grows.
蔡依琳 陶喆-今天你要嫁给我
专辑:太美丽
春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手
跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
jolin in the house
dt(david tao) in the house
our love in the house
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前
见证这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她 尊重她 安慰她 护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!
听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
专辑:太美丽
春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手
跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
jolin in the house
dt(david tao) in the house
our love in the house
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前
见证这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她 尊重她 安慰她 护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!
听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
i cant seem to piece my thoughts together.
call it my 45th depressing tone
but i certainly wish theres more than to those that bite my feet.
everything's a mess.
friends,
problems,
and all the itsy bitsy nonsense lying all around.
its so bad i swear you could just shaft a gun up my throat and bust my brains out.
honestly, id be more than happy.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Lets take a peep inside the spore idol GOODIE BAG!!!
And WOW! dat is the THING dat always contributes to so much noise in concerts! its juz amazing how this long n slim "balloon" can create dat big chaos.
now now...let me see.. its JONATHAN LEONG! gosh. he juz cant stop looking at me with his seductive eyes. *blush. ** Faints.
See. Hady doesnt even pay attention to me! i wonder where hes looking. humphx.
yeayea. dats the way. but kinda freaky when 2 pairs of eyes juz stare at u and u stare back at them!!
Miss Vasantham? Suria? Do i look like one?
Oh wads dat? a BOOK? Front cover?
this muz be the back cover then....
its juz a pack of TISSSUUEEE PPPR laaaa!!
oH vvvvvvaD the hell. 13 tix. 8 unused. didnt noe my er jie gave up 4 other tix as well.
ok hey.
dun mind my lamness guys.
im juz so angry wif myself.
i didnt get to do my podcasting todae!!!
sobsob.
oh yea.
hey moo.
see...i dedicated 2 paragraphs for u as told!
Monday, September 25, 2006
im slacking my ass off.
so i blog hopped again.
not frens' blogs.
but princess PEI FEN's blog!
haha.
been some time since i last patronized her blog alr.
so peeped in n had a great discovery!
she pointed out dat Scolari n Gene Hackman look pretty alike.
n i tot so too!
check this out!
so i blog hopped again.
not frens' blogs.
but princess PEI FEN's blog!
haha.
been some time since i last patronized her blog alr.
so peeped in n had a great discovery!
she pointed out dat Scolari n Gene Hackman look pretty alike.
n i tot so too!
check this out!
Portugal's soccer coach: Scolari
Gene Hackman
I bet you wld agree with me ya?
And now lets take a look at PEI FEN without make-up.
Erm. The doggie is adorable though.
No offence.
But i juz tink she looked quite pale n lack of sleep here.
And also.
adding to her new kitty collection is a make up kit!
OH GOD. dat is juz awesome. im getting jealous. =x
AND last of all.x
SHE RECEIVED A PRINCESSY BDAE CAKE(SWENSENS) FRM CHOR MENG!
argh. dats simply beautiful.
OK.
i juz LOVE peifen!!!!!
she roX!
off for my wanton noodles now.......
* my si tix. gave up all of them. haha.
*gosh. i could haf get so close to jon standing ard the stage.
*oh yea. this is the CATS ads competition i'll be taking part.
* haf to cut out the required adverts on diff newspaper each dae n juz stick onto it! im juz too free.er jie lost her Guess wallet.
it wasnt cheap.
wif $50 cash in it.
and all sorts of cards.
most prob it was stolen.
either at watsons or indoor stadium.
she was rather upset.
it shldnt be dat way.
i was expecting to see her cheerful face after returning frm spore idol.
n yes ppl.
i gave up all of my 4 tix.
felt so so emo todae n juz didnt wan to step out of the hse.
prob i'll go tmr for the results
if my mood gets better.
its a pity.
i could hav been standing juz around the stage.
looking at jon n hady within a few metres.
well oh well.
its over.
so be it.
the goodie bag was nt too bad.
shall take a few pics of the stuffs n post it sumtime tmr yea?
didnt regret not goin anw.
had great family time todae.
=)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
its like the time of the month where everything at once seem to be on the downhill it practically feels like youre choking on a furball.
however trivial all these can be,
it sure leaves you gasping for air - wishing youd just die there and then.
i realli shld stop neglecting sum of my frenz.
juz realised one of my fren whos currently in jc is moving on to poly next yr.
i guess at dat time he felt realli lousy n wanted sumone to tok to.
n when he msged me few daes ago telling me he needs to tok to me
i was so busy wif myself.
though i replied his sms,
i tink he felt as if i couldnt realli care.
i seriously blame myself for it.
i didnt noe it was such a big thing till juz few minutes ago.
i mus haf broke another person's heart again.
my deepest apologies, moo.
im the lousiest fren one can haf.
i juz seem to be breaking everyone's heart.
Broken promises are like shards of glass piercing thru your skin.
the pain goes,
but the ugly scars stay.
however trivial all these can be,
it sure leaves you gasping for air - wishing youd just die there and then.
i realli shld stop neglecting sum of my frenz.
juz realised one of my fren whos currently in jc is moving on to poly next yr.
i guess at dat time he felt realli lousy n wanted sumone to tok to.
n when he msged me few daes ago telling me he needs to tok to me
i was so busy wif myself.
though i replied his sms,
i tink he felt as if i couldnt realli care.
i seriously blame myself for it.
i didnt noe it was such a big thing till juz few minutes ago.
i mus haf broke another person's heart again.
my deepest apologies, moo.
im the lousiest fren one can haf.
i juz seem to be breaking everyone's heart.
Broken promises are like shards of glass piercing thru your skin.
the pain goes,
but the ugly scars stay.
my bowl broke.
it broke the silence.
broke my heart.
broke me a p a rt.
maybe one dae,
e v e ry t h i ng juz falls apart.
it broke the silence.
broke my heart.
broke me a p a rt.
maybe one dae,
e v e ry t h i ng juz falls apart.
i juz simply cant get myself to sleep.
blog-hopped.
n came across this blog which i seldom patronize.
saw wad she wrote.
n suddenly "PAK!"
into my heart.
her words were so strong.
n i realised.
I AM EVIL.
but im glad she made me realised how much he means to me as well.
i didnt realise how much i broke his heart.
i didnt realise how much he cares for me.
i didnt realise how much i mean to him.
i didnt realise how much ive hurt him.
im truly sorry jl.
i guess im juz too ignorant.
i dun gif a damn to far too many things.
i tink its FINALLY time for me to WAKE myself up.
i dare nt wish for u to forgive me.
but.
i hope u understand dat sumthings juz cant be forced.
plz.
dun hate me.
i guess im juz no longer the ME.
blog-hopped.
n came across this blog which i seldom patronize.
saw wad she wrote.
n suddenly "PAK!"
into my heart.
her words were so strong.
n i realised.
I AM EVIL.
but im glad she made me realised how much he means to me as well.
i didnt realise how much i broke his heart.
i didnt realise how much he cares for me.
i didnt realise how much i mean to him.
i didnt realise how much ive hurt him.
im truly sorry jl.
i guess im juz too ignorant.
i dun gif a damn to far too many things.
i tink its FINALLY time for me to WAKE myself up.
i dare nt wish for u to forgive me.
but.
i hope u understand dat sumthings juz cant be forced.
plz.
dun hate me.
i guess im juz no longer the ME.
the last thing youll ever want in life is to know the people you hold dear to are filled with nothing but lies and more lies.
its like finding out that the pair of legs youve been walking on dont exactly belong to you.
im tired of seeing all these conflicts slowly move themselves all around.
how big can this social circle actually get?
as much as id like to deceieve myself of the importance i have in all their lives,
i know im not in any position to state my rights,
but seriously.
i reckon you dont just lie to make everything to your own conveniences.
yes,
the truth hurts but it beats having to cook up a story and getting busted in the end.
if need be,
do some self-reflection people.
for now,
ill just pretend ive never heard anything at all where things enter from one ear and exits thru the other.
however much im missing all these people,
lies just have got to stop.
right here, right now.
or at least i could pretend it did.
doesnt kill to be honest, does it?
(this is the last time im ever gonna come here tonight.
this is the last time i will fall into a place that fails us all inside.)
its like finding out that the pair of legs youve been walking on dont exactly belong to you.
im tired of seeing all these conflicts slowly move themselves all around.
how big can this social circle actually get?
as much as id like to deceieve myself of the importance i have in all their lives,
i know im not in any position to state my rights,
but seriously.
i reckon you dont just lie to make everything to your own conveniences.
yes,
the truth hurts but it beats having to cook up a story and getting busted in the end.
if need be,
do some self-reflection people.
for now,
ill just pretend ive never heard anything at all where things enter from one ear and exits thru the other.
however much im missing all these people,
lies just have got to stop.
right here, right now.
or at least i could pretend it did.
doesnt kill to be honest, does it?
(this is the last time im ever gonna come here tonight.
this is the last time i will fall into a place that fails us all inside.)
omg.
wad a dae todae.
i had my first tuition todae.
FINALLY after so long la.
well my student is a p5 girl named arfah.
yupx.
so i showered her wif my gifts
n taught her maths todae.
im glad she understands fraction more now.
=)
great sense of satisfaction.
but well dat was my first part of the dae.
wad a dae todae.
i had my first tuition todae.
FINALLY after so long la.
well my student is a p5 girl named arfah.
yupx.
so i showered her wif my gifts
n taught her maths todae.
im glad she understands fraction more now.
=)
great sense of satisfaction.
but well dat was my first part of the dae.
hmm 2nd part was much more INTERESTING
but i tink im nt able to comment much abt it.
yea its a pity
but i will always remember this memorable event i had.
though its my first try but i didnt realli regret going after much tinking.
coz ive learnt alot through this
n i realli get to noe whos nice n whos not.
i juz wan to thank chris alot alot alot alot alot alot alot....
Friday, September 22, 2006
WAKAO.
DAMN.
i showered n dressed up n everything early becoz i didnt wan to be late for tuition for the 1st time.
then i got ready n was abt to leave when mdm za called me to tell me to postpone the time.
frm 3pm to 3.30pm.
coz her daughter juz got home frm sch.
so i said ok since it was understandable l.a
so i rot at home a while n by 3,05pm i was out of the hse.
n i walked slowly to her hse.
it was 3.20pm when i was abt to reach n received her call again.
i was told dat her daughter was sleeping.
n she couldnt wake her daughter up.
so @*^$*@_$(*#& LA!
i TAHAN!
n talked to her nicely sia.
n i actualli agreed to cum back tmr at 3pm.
3pm?
it was supposed to be 2pm.
then i would haf time to prepare myself for the banquet later.
now dat its changed to 3pm!
n will end at ard 5pm.
n im supposed to reach haw par villa at 6pm.
WAD THE!
so after i hung up i swear n curse at my phone!
n i walked even slower back home.
n told this incident to my parents.
my dad flared up.
hes v particular abt punctuality n stuffs.
so of coz he wasnt happy la.
n he told me to quit.
after much tinking i agreed.
coz i was ps so many times alr le la.
n i realli hate ppl to ps me.
so i called the tuition centre.
n discussed it wif mr teo.
then we talked n talked.
my dad was behind me listening to our conversation.
so the atmosphere was pretty tensed.
AT LAST..
we came to a conclusion.
i would go n teach tmr for the first time n if smth crops up again,
i can leave all i wan n not pay a single cent to the company.
dat is my POLICY la.
n he bo bian haf to agree wif me.
so yup.
i would go to her hse tmr again n hopefully start our FIRST session.
ok i juz wan to vent my anger here.
well.
shall go teach my sis le.
buzzz off....
DAMN.
i showered n dressed up n everything early becoz i didnt wan to be late for tuition for the 1st time.
then i got ready n was abt to leave when mdm za called me to tell me to postpone the time.
frm 3pm to 3.30pm.
coz her daughter juz got home frm sch.
so i said ok since it was understandable l.a
so i rot at home a while n by 3,05pm i was out of the hse.
n i walked slowly to her hse.
it was 3.20pm when i was abt to reach n received her call again.
i was told dat her daughter was sleeping.
n she couldnt wake her daughter up.
so @*^$*@_$(*#& LA!
i TAHAN!
n talked to her nicely sia.
n i actualli agreed to cum back tmr at 3pm.
3pm?
it was supposed to be 2pm.
then i would haf time to prepare myself for the banquet later.
now dat its changed to 3pm!
n will end at ard 5pm.
n im supposed to reach haw par villa at 6pm.
WAD THE!
so after i hung up i swear n curse at my phone!
n i walked even slower back home.
n told this incident to my parents.
my dad flared up.
hes v particular abt punctuality n stuffs.
so of coz he wasnt happy la.
n he told me to quit.
after much tinking i agreed.
coz i was ps so many times alr le la.
n i realli hate ppl to ps me.
so i called the tuition centre.
n discussed it wif mr teo.
then we talked n talked.
my dad was behind me listening to our conversation.
so the atmosphere was pretty tensed.
AT LAST..
we came to a conclusion.
i would go n teach tmr for the first time n if smth crops up again,
i can leave all i wan n not pay a single cent to the company.
dat is my POLICY la.
n he bo bian haf to agree wif me.
so yup.
i would go to her hse tmr again n hopefully start our FIRST session.
ok i juz wan to vent my anger here.
well.
shall go teach my sis le.
buzzz off....
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Generally, by the time you are REAL
most of your hair has been loved off
and your eyes drop out
and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all
because once you are REAL
you can't be ugly
except to people who don't understand.
*yay. the rainbow craft- covered ex book for my student!
*Maths assesment book!
*English Mock Examination!
*she's weak in compre. so i got her THIS! 
*BARNYARD tix! realised the last one is not torn?( *SHIT SIA! i seem to haf lost my THE BANQUET tix!!)
*im crazy wif YOUTUUBING everydae!
(sorry wasnt able to load pics. update tmr.)
woohoo.
this is the first time ive watched 2 movies in a row wif diff ppl.
in the afternoon i watched BARNYARD.
then at night i watched THE BANQUET wif meng, bel n meiting.
Barnyard was ok coz i cant comment alot since i missed the first half an hour of it.
hmm...banquet..juz not to my liking.
meng's fren was right.
zhang ziyi realli XI SHENG alot.
but dats nt the point la.
i juz dun like the storyline.
ok.
so todae i was so supposed to haf tuition.
but her mum called me n requested for a postpone.
so i said ok.
yea.
n so it was postpone n i got a chance to catch Barnyard.
then i went to popular to shop again for books for my student.
spent $25 i tink.
dat er jie went to storm to hav her hair cut n dyed again.
$159.
she rich sia.
got money oso dun wan to return me the $100 dat she owed.
im broke.
seriously broke.
i withdrawed money frm my account todae again.
left with $100 only.
OMG I JUZ CANT BELIEVE THIS!!
ive never imagined myself in this pathetic state before.
i muz realli work !
BIG MONEY BIG MONEY!
n i muz get into teaching track!
then i would haf $800 every month.
haix.
money realli matters.
i need money for my HAIR!!!
how?how?how?
haiya shit la.
everything is juz not goin smooth for me.
n this freaking stupid guy is getting on my nerves lately.
if you are reading this,
i suggest u better
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
SCRAM!
woohoo.
this is the first time ive watched 2 movies in a row wif diff ppl.
in the afternoon i watched BARNYARD.
then at night i watched THE BANQUET wif meng, bel n meiting.
Barnyard was ok coz i cant comment alot since i missed the first half an hour of it.
hmm...banquet..juz not to my liking.
meng's fren was right.
zhang ziyi realli XI SHENG alot.
but dats nt the point la.
i juz dun like the storyline.
ok.
so todae i was so supposed to haf tuition.
but her mum called me n requested for a postpone.
so i said ok.
yea.
n so it was postpone n i got a chance to catch Barnyard.
then i went to popular to shop again for books for my student.
spent $25 i tink.
dat er jie went to storm to hav her hair cut n dyed again.
$159.
she rich sia.
got money oso dun wan to return me the $100 dat she owed.
im broke.
seriously broke.
i withdrawed money frm my account todae again.
left with $100 only.
OMG I JUZ CANT BELIEVE THIS!!
ive never imagined myself in this pathetic state before.
i muz realli work !
BIG MONEY BIG MONEY!
n i muz get into teaching track!
then i would haf $800 every month.
haix.
money realli matters.
i need money for my HAIR!!!
how?how?how?
haiya shit la.
everything is juz not goin smooth for me.
n this freaking stupid guy is getting on my nerves lately.
if you are reading this,
i suggest u better
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
SCRAM!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
*wad are these smiley stickers for???
*it's for my very own SMILEY CHART! hope this can encourage my student to work hard!
* this is the new planner i got! cool yea? $9.90 only!
* this is LOGIC 9! it's so small n it costs me $5!
* this is the kuku malu board ive got for my student! i'll be able to teach wif this board!
* these are the 3 chops ive got! welldone, excellent and much better! =)
* my first gift for my 1st student! a pocket dicitionary!
*haha. a cheap red pen ive got for marking.haix.
i'll be starting tuition tmr.
im so worried.
wad if they dun like me?
wad if im lousy at teaching?
wad if i made a fool out of myself?
haix.
mayb im juz tinking too much.
shall see wad happens tmr.
ok.
so i started my dae by writing podcast script wif zhaijun n vivian.
we laughed alot in the library.
yup.
our script is damn funny la.
the ideas we threw in were real stupid too!
but i juz like it!
n we realli haf to thank vivian for typing it out for us.
but im glad we got it settled.
one thing off my mind at least.
so after dat i went to tampines mall.
went popular to shop for tuition stuffs.
spent $30+. =(
but i juz hope the student can realli improve.
then after shopping at popular i went to sans bookshop.
yea.
juz cant resist books.
but i left shortly becoz i simply dun wan to spend money on books now.
alr spent too much on dat le.
then i went to roam ard century square n entered montip.
bought scunchies earrings clips etc.
haiz.
i spent quite a bit todae.
but nvm.
i'll earn them back.
it was 5pm alr i tink when i decided to go back.
and this guy approached me holding a survey kinda clipboard.
tried to avoid but juz couldnt.
so i stopped n decided to help him complete his survey la.
but...
the weird thing was he didnt realli ask me to fill in the forms he was holding.
he started off chatting wif me about me studying at where...
asked me y go so far...
study wad course...
got this course meh..
u are the first batch issit..
wad u study in this course..
wad issit all abt..
loads n loads la..
i didnt noe y i answered every single lame question but i juz did.
perhaps i was in a pretty HIGH mood la.
so we chatted under the sun for dunno how long..
n he sort of wanted to make fren..
n yea. u can imagine wad happens next..
but then i held back.
NO!
i musnt gif out my number to any streetguy again!
yup.
he wasnt v badlooking i muz say but a bit too old for me la.
tink he's 21 liddat.
but anw i juz nod n nod my head n walked off.
Hahaha.
the last time sumone took number frm me was also at tamp interchange at dat spot.
so mayb next time when im so desperate i should juz stand at dat spot n wait for target.
haha..
im juz crazy la dun bother abt me.
well.
nth much more to comment abt todae le.
update pics for u all to see ba...
buaiz.